Thursday, January 22, 2009

today i walk!

as funny as it sound im complaining now..hahaha..today the 3 of us crazy girls when out for a movie right after drawing class...so we decided to watch "inkheart" eventually the two big sister finally listen to the little sister..haha, sadly the movie wasnt that good as what i aspected. so right after the movie we when......

1) mph( mei bought her self two mags and telling her dont buy hot and *something mag*)

*toilet break* mei and naza did a stupid thing in the toilet..yeah moral support!!!

2) i got caught up in a icy situation where i have to choose on vanilla or chocolate flavour..(ya alone)
3) omoooooocccchhhhiiiii!!!!!!! and dragon something candy..yums!!!!
4) roti boy!!supprise i didnt bought any and mei bought 2 and naza bought 1.
5) la boheme mei when crazy buying buns..too her buns and roti boy are two diffrent things..haha
6) jusco susshi...we found any flavour-tom yam sushi..curious...
7) kanki sushi i forced the two sister to taste a new type of sushi..raw salmon with mayo and salmon bagel..yumsss!!!!
8) we head home...naza walk home and me and mei walk back to the hostel!!!WALK!!!!

apperently somebody plan on walking under the not so hot sun and she decided to use a shortcut root straight to centrepoint...so as we walk, and walk and walk and walk and walk(try and think where the shortcut come from)......we suddenly end up at the t junction...luckily we made the right choice or else we really gonna be lost there...hahahaha...but walking back with mei..it was a funny hilarious walk i laugh all the way ..hahahha....good experience of burning out my fats though...^_________________^

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

today and tomorrow.....

if today we cried, tomorrow our tears will be dry out.

if today we felt lonely, tomorrow we be surround by loves one.

if today we broke down, tomorrow we be sure to get up.

if today we hate, tomorrow we will love.

if today we together,tomorrow we be alone.

if today we loud, tomorrow we be quite

if today we feel like dying, tomorrow we start a new hope

if today we stressed, tomorrow we think differently

if today we felt a live, tomorrow we can be .........

what ever that happen today tomorrow wont be the same. appreciation is always needed in every day..because who know tomorrow might be our last day(touch wood)

Friday, January 16, 2009

friendship i have.

the most precious thing other then the love of family is the bond of friendship. I grew up talking to my self and weird as it sound i found out the best friend i had that time was me. As i start to grew i try as hard as i can to break away from my own world and step in the real world where making friends is priority. so i eventually decide to make friends with people which i do not even have a clue who were they.

As the year past, i made good and bad friends. no doubt i love and care for them, but sometimes people who just do not how to appreciate what you is just a waste of time. I manage to found the real best friend for me went i was in form 4 to form 5 and continued untill i step in the college life.

in school my circle of friends was more with ivy, sue, and ira. although, school life have ended for us we still chat and contact each other one in a while. as for my college life my new friends are mei yuin and naza. these two people made me feel comfortable being around them and i what ever it takes i will always cherish them same as i cherish my 3 best friends. they all are equilly the same and i love them so much.

if u guys actually read this blog one day. this is my massage to u guys.

thank you so much accepting as your friend. i know all this year or month i can be such a spoil girl towards you guys and im sorry. you guys are the best friends i ever have and no matter in future time even when we have a new life, i will always appriciate and love you guys. you guys were the people who lent me your shoulder went i end up gloomy as return of favour my shoulder are always free for you guys. Ivy, Sue, Ira, Mei, and Naza. no matter what lets keep this friendship till we grow old. thank you again for being my best friends!!

Thursday, January 15, 2009

weird conversation in the cab!

like everyday i went back to kl by taking a cab straight to taman bahagia station. last Monday i caught up my self in a crazy driving cab driver. Today i caught my self in a cab which the driver was a big talker. this was the conversation dialogue:

driver: eh! tadi saye ingat awak budak cina. rupe-rupenye melayu.

me:* laugh* dah biase kene.

driver: so awak dari mane?

me: erm..ampang.

driver: oh! jauhnye.

me *laugh*

driver: orang arab nie cantik cantik kan? saye tengok..peh!!!lawa gile,tengok tue( apperently one arab girl was walking)

me: huh!!! oh ahh!!

driver: tapi diorang nie x suke campur dengan orang..

me: oh ahh...diorang dengan puak diorang je...* blur*

things got silence then.....suddenly!!!!!

driver: saye cukup benci orang africa!

me: oooookkkkkkkkk...........(slowly turning blur)

driver: aish! diorang nie melampau, dah la malam-malam mabuk menyusahkan orang!

me: sesuke hati diorang je...( begining to start thinking)

driver: perempuan diorang pulak ambil ko tetek( the boobs) besar- besar...

me: * oh f***!!! i caught in the wrong cab again!!!!****

driver: tapi arab tak!!saye ok je dengan orang arab...diorng betul-betul gune kemudahan teksi..tapi kekadang bengang ar jugak sebab pastue buat orang tunggu and kekadang blah je camtue..

me: * ok! from african he fly to arab* geez!!

driver: malaysia skrang dah ikut cara luar..tapi semua tue dah lame start mase zaman saye bende tue dah ade cume tersorok je..

me: * eh!fly back to malaysia* oh,ye ke??tapi sekarang melayu sesuke hati diorang je nak expose semua tue.

driver: * slamming tone* tak!!! kite sekarang kene fikiran terbuke, saye menyapah betul orang yg fikiran kolot nie!!

me: * wtf* oh ye....

so....finally we arrive at the station and his final massage for me..

driver: tak yah! fikir macam orang lama, skrang kite dah maju..fikiran dah kene open!

so after living the cab i wonder what the bloody motive in the conversation!!lol!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

fun and misserable day

today right after class mei suggested that she wants to cook lunch for me and naza. apparently she did!!! she cook us SPAGHETTI CABONARA!!!!!which the sauce ready made in the can...love it soooo much!!! so i actually show them my skill in cutting onions and i actually contribute the onion! hahaha... naza contribute the hotdog's which the one have CHEESE!! and mei bought the other stuff.. creativity is everywhere since there is no stove in the hostel she improvise and use the rice cooker which was super cute!!!haha..so i finally saw mei in action in cooking and wash the dishes..and even lick the senduk..hahaha..so after the wonderful lunch i straight away went to pavillion and go on with my plan on watching the movie. so i bought the ticket and i guess cause of my tiredness i mistaken the time and went in the theather 1 hour after the bloody movie start.. and i waste my 8 bucks on watching a 45 mins show..how stupid is that!!aish!!so today i face my own stupidity!!

Monday, January 12, 2009

my brain hurts!!!!

MY BRAIN HURTS!!!!!!!!! uuuwwwaaaa!!!

trying to understand my own race

this is quite embarrass to tell but im a malay who cant understand anything about her own race. im proud to be one and yet feel frustrated being one. i was never involve in such social life, but still i observe and learn. now i rather observe and just stare towards the teen now especially on my own race.

i cant no longer absorb anything from this bunch of mad people. a group of teen now days are no longer the same. they are getting more violence and more in active in study. i observe and i felt pity on them because wasting such good future infront just for freedom. a freedom which bring doomed rather then free. i just dont get it.

the one thing i hate about this bunch of people they giving us the one who need life a hard time, people no longer think straight when comes to malay. other race actually look at us like a down graded people and its so frustrating that the other race are not giving us any respect even if we tried very hard! why! all i want to say, please guys dont be what are u now, change! for god sake!

now i heard a lot of story and news about my race now days are proud that they are no longer virgin, they are involve in the bad society and they even proud that they actually drink! for this all i can say is.. since u already start drinking just go and go eat the short 4 legs. since u already doing one big sin why dont just do the second one. sigh! i felt ashamed because my own race now days are imitate the thug. we slammed the american but yet our generation now are doing exactly the same.

now i no longer felt Malaysia as a country which the majority citizen are different especially for my own race, we were suppose to be the race who embrace respect and "sopan santun". seeing is believing, now only several people are actually still hold that principle. he others..well...let them decide.